As upsetting as it is to hear this, to be honest, I believe that you're doing the right decision with this and I salute you for it. As fun as The Complex was, it's your health and matters of real-life that are far more important and I do wish you the best in everything. As you know, I'm behind you to support any decision you make. Of course, I have no doubts that the tables will turn and there will be a time for The Complex to re-open, in which I would hope there would be a bustle of staff members scrambling to help you out!
I, for one, am certainly one of them; though I do ask you send me a private message on the website, should you be wanting some help with TC in the future. The reason I ask this is, due to it closing and these forums being dead, I likely won't be checking them after this. PMing me will prompt an email to be sent to me, so I'll know when to come and check out the website!
Please don't be so harsh on yourself, dear; everyone makes mistakes and I doubt anyone will hold this against you. You come first and to be honest, I believe you're doing the right thing by closing it down and that's a hard decision to make. I respect you for not handing the dream to another, as well; too many times has it switched hands! ;;
I do hope to see you back in the future and please do take care. <3 Again, if you do decide to start the dream up, please pop me off a PM here.
I've added your alts to my pounce and I'll certainly whisper you to say hello, when I'm on! I'm on at strange times, however. But I'm mostly found on Ma Dai or Kirishima, nowadays. I do have 1-2 other alts I hide on when I'm not feeling too well, so I won't be listing those. But, if anyone needs me right away, just pop me off a PM for any reason. o u o <3